I AM SUFFOCATING ON MY DESPAIR. NO ONE EVEN NOTICES. NO ONE GIVES A DAMN.
THE ONLY THING I FEEL IS HOLLOW. BUT THERE'S ANGER TOO. I AM SO ANGRY.
I AM ANGRY THAT I AM TRAPPED IN THIS BODY. I AM ANGRY THAT I AM TRAPPED IN THIS HOUSE. I AM ANGRY THAT THIS MAN WILL NOT STOP TORTURING ME.
HOW DID HIS CHOICE BECOME MY FAULT? HOW DID IT BECOME MY FAULT? HOW DID IT BECOME MY FAULT?
HOW DID I BECOME SO INSIGNIFICANT THAT HE CAN CHOOSE HER AND NOT THINK ABOUT HOW IT WOULD KILL ME?
HOW DID I BECOME SO VALUELESS THAT HE EXPECTS ME TO SIT HERE WHILE HE LIVES HIS LIFE?
HOW DID I BECOME SO UNIMPORTANT THAT HE FORGOT ABOUT MY FEELINGS?
HOW DID I LOSE SO MUCH TIME?
HOW COULD HE THROW ME ASIDE?
HOW COULD HE HURT ME SO DEEP AND THINK I WILL WAIT FOREVER FOR HIM TO STOP HURTING ME?
HOW DO I STOP THIS CIRCUS?
WHY CAN'T I JUST RIP OUT MY HEART? IT DOESN'T WORK ANYMORE. ITS BROKEN AND WON'T EVER WORK RIGHT.
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