Why is it we have a good time, I think, and then he doesn't call? I know I need to not let this bother me, but it does. This is usually accompanied by him spending the next week or two with that other twat. And in a week, he starts this new job and we will no longer have any time to spend together. He will be working nights. 6pm to 6am. Thursday thru Monday. Tuesday and Wednesday will be his only nights free. I have a feeling this will take a very negative toll on our relationship. I don't like it. I want to be selfish and stomp my feet. But, I can't. That wouldn't be fair. This person I am feeling like today is not the person I like. She is insecure, obsessive, and just a real nutjob. I don't like her.
I have called him a few times today and he has not answered or called back. He hasn't returned my text messages either. What am I to think. Lately, I talk to him every day. I suppose this is the end of this cycle and her cycle is about to start. Yay.
How lucky am I? If this lasts longer than today, I am gonna be really unhappy. And bitchy. And nobody likes that girl.
No comments:
Post a Comment