I am trying very hard to not freak myself out. I am scheduled for my very first mammogram tomorrow. There is a lump/mass in my right breast. The doctor found it too. So, now I get to experience the wonder of the mammogram. yay me. I also get to have an ultrasound to see what the mass in my pelvic area is. How awesome is that??? Its a 2-for-1 kinda day tomorrow. How lucky can one girl get???
I'm scared out of my mind, to be honest. No one has a clue how scared I am. Sure, sure, it could be nothing. But what if it is SOMETHING. What if it isn't just nothing? What if its serious?
Well, I guess if it really is serious, I will get to see just how many people actually give a shit. I am sure that list is pretty short. No one really gives a damn. Not even me most days.
I am really scared. Did I say that already?
