I am surrounded by psychopaths and morons.
How do you choose someone else after dragging me along for almost 3 years and marry her but expect me to hang around and wait patiently just in case it doesn't work out??? How does that work? Are you stupid? Are you insane? You are selfish, that is for sure.
Then you finally tell me that you realize I was right. You realize you need to let me go and let me live my own life. You need to focus on you and being a father. So do that. Now, you want to act like that was never said. You want to act like I am supposed to be giddy and excited when you call. Uh, no. And I am not supposed to call you out on your BS. Uh, not so much.
So, you want to tell me maybe you need to listen to your wife after all and rethink this divorce thing, and stay together and move away. Why??? Cause you think it will change my mind?? You think it will kick my need in overdrive??? You are a jackass. I hate you. I wish when I found out about who you really were, I had walked away and never looked back. But then a very important and special part of my life would not exist. I wish that that night when I busted you with that homewrecker, I would have kicked your ass and kicked you out and never looked back. I hate you.
Now I have that chance. To rid my life of you. Get gone. Kick rocks.
I really need to turn this over to the Lord. I really need him to take control of this. I really want some peace.
